Friday, March 2, 2012

[M][Y] [N][E][W] [L][I][F][E]

15 Days to go..Im gonna start my brand new life with signing a name on a paper with black n white..awwwwww..Im so excited for it !!!

Lately,we prepared for our registration things..Im freaking tired bout it..
Futher more,there's a sad case I wanna said that is im miscarriage !! It's happened around 2 weeks ago..2 weeks ago,I did my operation for it..I hv lost my 2 month baby..Seriously,my heart is totally gone..and my mind is blank..There's nothin to said but tear.I've cried for 3 day 3 nite for it...Anyway,thx to my husband for concern me n made me laugh all the time..He still nvr gave up me n stay with me all the time..Lastly,wanna thx my mum for taking care of me,she cook for me after I did my operation..and now my body is healthy coz of her..really thx alot..I LOVE YOU MOM !!

Anyway,is past..Im not going to think n sad bout it but i stil miss my baby,and I hope my baby will back to me someday after I arrange all the things to welcome her/him..*smiling* =)

Now,Im looking for the bridal house..any intro ??
Wanna know any package they provide now..hmmpzzz..
If got any,pls let me know by leave me a msg here or in facebook[xiiaojingz_bii@hotmail.com] <----my facebook mail..

Lastly,wish me happy wedding =)
Pix will be upload soon..more update can get through on my facebook..
Love you all..

Sunday, November 20, 2011

NovemBer

Well..First of all,I wanna said Hi and Sorry for not bloggin for a long times..

Actually there's nothing special happened on me for the time I'm not here..

Ummhh..everythings going fine,just busy for some works..(AWwwww...what the ???,Im a girl who always busy with work..why I never take a good rest huhh)..That's me =)

Anyway..I've resigned and I will start my new job soon on december at kuchai lama,I hope everyone heard this place b4 n I wish you guys could pay me a visit at there..I will try my best to give you guys the most better service ever..okiess?? This what I promise =)

Ohh Yaa..Is mid nite now,and why I still awake here n blogging..ummhhh..(Couldn't fall asleep for some reason that I couldn't figure it out by my self..such a dumb !!!!)...Lately,there's so much things happened around me n my friends..It is end of the year is coming soon so everyone wish to be new or change everything to be new..?? I dunno and Im very confused with it..Many couple have broke up,even no..they are facing some problem such like me..The many problem occur that we couldn't control and stop it..What I should do is..just stay awake n wait..miracle could happened..I wish that the things that I worries now will not happened on me..And my friends,Im here to wish u too..pls be brave..there's nothing we can't solve..just be confident and we can work it out..

So at last..I wannna said Love will never be perfect untill you make it perfect..

GOOD NIGHTS =)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The Day has past =(

The day which I waiting for so long is past..hmmpz..deeply sad now !!
Yesterday cam said that is our first time shopping for whole day..we walk around n shop around..Normally,one after bought the things we want,we just back..he claimed that he is tired this and that..yeah..this is boy..many pattern than gal..haixx..Im here waiting for the next tyme..dunno when it is =(

Anyway,Im very happy yesterday..he bring me out for shopping..He said I can buy anythings I love due my birthday..and yes,is my birthday present..=)
He said he dunno what to buy for my birthday present..so that it is..just out for shoping..Actually,Im already happy with this..atleast he gt heart to buy me things..so is enough..I nvr ask for expensive things even branded things..sumore is not worth for me..Even I wear on it but people will said is fake stuff due im not rich gal n I not afford to buy it,so i better nvr buy it..hahax..anyway,wish me Happy Birthday..ummh..my birthday fall on 15 Jan 2011,this saturday..IS COMING SOON..no idea where to celebrate due many of frens is still busy their works so is still planning..I hope I will have a very unforgetable 21st Birthday this year..Mwahh♥


♥ 3 dresses,1 bag and 1 pair of shoes ♥

*Thankx again,Dear*
*Mwahhh*

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Boring + Tiring Weeks =(

Yeepppiii..It was my tiring day 2day n boring day last week..
I use to stay at hum,nvr went out..wooo..gonna break record soon..im such a good girl..

Early morning gt to wake up n do some claening due chinese new year coming soon..Im so so tired now..Wanted to sleep but I not yet bath..damn suffering now..My eye ady close half..gonna use tooth pick to enlarge my eyes..teehhee =)

No matter how,Im waiting for 2moro..Dating day with him..woohoo..Happy =)
One week no meet my dear liiao..damn miss him..he just recover from sick niaa..pity him..gonna sayang him more when c him..huggies yahx =)

My birthday celebration will fall on 14th Jan..all my frens is welcome to join as if i've a party..xixi..I doesn't ask for more but I just hope all my frens will stay around me n beside me always..I love them =) Mwahhh =)

Dear Dear,I love you ♥ =P

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Sometimes I wish to be alone ❤

What's the meaning being alone..??
As I know everyone hate to be alone..am I right ??
But Im love to be..Im not always but sometimes..
Being alone can make up my mind..relax my mind to make me feel better..
Alone doesn't mean u're abnormal or crazy..It just a one of things that you can do to relax yourself even your mind..This what I thought..

Want to know why I gt this kind of feeling..Here you are..
Im just a girl who own everythings..but I dun have father,my father had past away when Im 10 years old..Im staying with my mom,and my two eldest brother..they taking care of me till Im grow up..And now Im 21..But I still wanna stay behind to own their love..but sadly,time pass day by day..Im growing up..I couldn't stay behind all the time but I should move on and go forward..Im a coward..I always afraid to do anythings..Im childish like all you said..So now,I have a question for all of you,who doesn't want to be childish n being love and caring all the time..silly question..but Is truth..such like me..

Anyway,I couldn't guess who I am..What I want and What I thinking..I really couldn't figure it out..all people around me tellin me,you're so happiness to own a good family,friends and boyfriends..but how the story behind and how hard I work out to get all of this..No one know but me..Just like a phrase[ money won't fall from sky,if u just wait]..Is the same meaning..

Ummhh..Now by this momment,Im in my room..listenning music n writting this [Alone] Acticle..People said Im emo girl..with many pattern..Yeah,Im agree too..but this I am..I would like to do everythings I want,as long as I never hurt anyone..I will do it..I love talking n share everythings to anyone..There's no secret in me..

Seriously,I never hate someone for a long time..bcoz I knew is painful to hate someone..So I choose to forgive n forget..This the way,to make me feel happy n cheerful all the time..Sadness more than happiness is my past..Happiness more than sadness is my future..By this moment,I wanna said thanks to someone that is you,Darren..You thought me alot..and you bring me to this world which full of happiness and what I can see is only colourful in my world..Thanks alot..I Love you..

Monday, January 3, 2011

♥ Korean Food ♥

Yooo..It was a older post last few weeks..me n him was craving for korean food..so we stop by at Low Yat there,just right beside the Old Town Coffee there..Once we reach there,there no ppl inside..we worrying how the food taste like..[>.<]We order damn many food..lucky our frens,Jason cum..we eat together..if not such a wasted !!
Hahahax..here d pix i capture..








Finally,I post it lurh..hahax..
Next target..japan food..
Dear ok mah..??

♥ Happy New Year 2011 ♥

♥ Wowww...Im Back Yorrr ♥

Happy New Year ♥
I've spend my new year at malacca this year..woww..sound great but quite boring due new year sure cause traffic jam,damn lot ppl outside,full parking n etc problem..We didn't go anywhere coz stuck in the jam n watching [Yan Huo] & Heard [People shout] in the car..damn [shuiii] ahhhh..We gv up at the end n went to drinks nearby malacca raya but sadly the shop wanna close..we hv order [hoegarden] at first but then the waiter cum to us n told us that [sir,5min left...we gonna close shop]..what the service..why dun just tell us when the time we wanna order or when we r walking inside !!! Im damn hungry that tyme..Dear finish up his beer as soon while waiting his frens cum..then we headed to mamak stall..hahax..sound funny coz we celebrate new year at last at mamak stall ♥


[BarCarDi*warm up with this b4 celebration @.@]

♥On The next Day after wake up,All Of us headed to [A'Famosa]~~Wowww~~Damn Lot People Too [T.T]..We playing there around 3 hours more..so so so Tired !! I fall asleep in the car while on the way to dear geh grandma house..Stay at there around 1 hours then went ouy yc session with his frens again..seriously,Im DRUNK with the hoegarden !! Sighhh..so lame lar me !! Mayb Im too tired tat y easy to get drunk..!!

♥ So this is My New Year 2011 ♥

P/S : I love you,Ong Kok Ming !!!Mwahhh ♥♥♥