Two Days To go =)

Yeahhhh..2 days to go..NEW YEAR is coming soon..!!
After new year,I gotta countdown for my Birthday..<3

OH NO !!!
Is my 21st Birthday Next year..
*Just For Display*

I dunno I shud be happy or sad..happy coz Im growing up..Sad coz Im growing old..!!
Seriously,I thought Im still 18 due i always acting like child..ask for this and that..funny izzit..?? But Im happy with my life..I has everythings but I want more..!

I has a very good family,friends,boyfriends, n many more..
When I just graduated from secondary school..I started working as waitress,selling clothes,kindergarden teacher,salon n now make up..I work non-stop..I hv a hard life through all the way but im lucky..why ??

There's many lucky person all around me..I love fashion n design..so my dream is to b a hair stylist or a make up artist in future..There's my hope n now I AM !!
I shud b proud n happy with it but It seem enuff..I wanna ask for more !! Can I..??

Awww...just ignore me please..Im just too curious bout it due my birthday is coming soon..

Silently,can i make a early wish here..Thanks =)

I nvr wish for more pressiee but I wish there's frens could stay with me n celebrate with me every year..

There's sumthings I wanna said that is [ I Nvr celebrate birthday once with boyfrens b4 even i grow till 21st !!! I wanna cry..so the days coming,I hope he r beside me..he is my very cherish pressie ever~mwahhh~ <3

With Love,
Jingz

After X'mas Before New Year

Happy Belated Merry Christmas =)

It was a long time ago..I stop bloggin due Im busy to prepare my work n other stuff..
Im apologise..

Ummhh..It just over x'mas and now I can't wait for new year..
Dear just ask me where to go when new year eve..I dun have any idea bout it coz as I noe no matter where we go..people is all over everywhere..Im scare to go out n stick with the people..Is hot !!!

So,just wait n decide when the time is come..hahahax..
Anyway,Im happy on x'mas this year coz he with me..
First time celebrate x'mas with boyfrens..wooww..congratz congratz =)
uMMhhh..start on,i will try to update my blog often due im so free..
Anyway..I love u all..

Oh God...what's going on !!!!

Mayb Im still a little galz..who never thought n think too much..
Whenever there's sumthing I make u annoying bout,Im here apologise..
I dunno who make the mistake but Im still apologise coz I dun hope there's crack btw us..

I know that lately I disturb u alot..result,U r over tired..Im so sorry..
I even make u skip classes n didn't concentrated on ur study..Im so sorry..
I seem a trouble maker..Sorry to make u dissapointed..

I nvr pointed what but I just feel that's my mistake..my heart is pain to c u being like dat..I know u not blaming me or angry bout me..u r too kind..
Whenever what u dislike I hope U will tell me..U shud let me know so that I will change..

Darren,I hope u understand..I wanna to be with u to go through the days..I really hope..Im sorry for my childish,my rudeness,my everythings..I shud be more understanding..Mayb u r rite..I really think too much..everythings happen all is my thought..I know it might spoilt our relationship..but I just can't control myself to think n feel that..

I just know I love you..
I always let u feel my caring n my love..But i nvr ask for ur like..mayb u dislike but I stil will gv u my love n my caring..no matter how..

I Love you,boi..

Back Home Liiao...

After spend my days with him..I back to my own hum liiao..I miss him alot..
We staying together bout 4 days..got lot of fun..make fun..laugh even argue.. but Im happy..wish him too..

Haixxx..but all the sweet n happy time will pass too..it's will not remain the same n goes 4ever..Im afraid that I will lost everythings one day..Coz I knew I can't afford to lost u,Darren..

Since the day I know u from frens to couple..U teach me alot..how to b smart how to protect ourself..this n that..I know u dun wan to c me like a child n always relay to ppl..can't handle anythings ownself..I understand,Dear..Thankz..

But there's sumthings I need to said to that is,Im not a child as u said..Just i wanted sum love n caring from u..just sumtimes..I really hope im a small baby so that u could stay beside me always..even hug me n kiss me..but I know it's wun happened..so I gotta to stop to hv those thinking..coz is just a dream rite ??
We shud stay awake n face the problem we hv now..Trying to work hard for our future..
Dear,we hv our future mar..??

4 Days Left ^^

YEAHHHHH...!!!!
Im happy..coz I will start my holiday for one month due learning my make up lesson^^
B4 that..I will have a sweet sweet honey moon time with my dearest,Darren..Miss Him..

Lately,mayb too tired le due always hang out at nite..crazy nite with my frens..
Finally Im sick..haiixxx..Hope my sick will recover soon coz I gotta c my Dear..

Im Going To Die Soon~~

I have a very bad coughing lately..
Just now when Im working,I cough badly till I can't continue working ><
Straight into the the toilet n vommit..DAMN !!!

Please..Im deeply suffer now !!!
Damn coughing please go away from me..
U make couldn't sleep well n work well..

SUFFER !! SUFFER !! SUFFER !!

Changes behind the story

The day after yesterday,26th October 2010..Today Im damn moody..Reason WHY..I really couldn't figure it out..I just know I don't have mood to make fun,laugh even smile..

I dunno what had happened to me..This kind of feeling,I really hate it !!! Coz I couldn't get the answer for myself..Is damn annoying ><

There lot people talking back at me and I know it..Please..No ever talk behind me but front of me,okay ?? Please respect other people feeling..or mayb u dunno how to respect but since u're a human,U shud know it right !!!

Ummmhh..seriously no question from u..no answer from me okay..since it just started..I dunno much how's the future going..Is all on god..I just know,just appreciate what I had now..

Now Im with him,Darren..just him..I will appreciate n love him from the day we started..